It’s hard to believe, but I have been encased in this TCO, Total Contact Orthosis jacket now for over six weeks and hopefully if the doctor says “okay” I can take it off in another two weeks. So meanwhile I’ve been wearing only sweat pants or capris with elastic or drawstring waistbands, T-shirts, and large button-down or pullovers tops. In other words, I’ve basically been living in pajamas.
In the short term, it sounds relaxing, but being a woman who likes to feel somewhat “in style” it has been getting tedious. I’ve tried to mix it up a bit, by adding a scarf and trading in my sneakers for Mary Jane’s but I still feel “sloppy” and it is all about how you feel. So I’m concentrating on other things such as cleaning out my desk, which hasn’t been thoroughly cleaned in probably five years. I’m finding all sorts of things like the beautiful card my daughter Alex made for me one Mother’s Day and the poem I wrote on one of my many numerous pads last Fall. So here it goes:
Feeling good when I wake up in the morning
Taking a walk and starring up at the blue sky
Such a bright blue picture perfect sky that I doubt
Its authenticity when comparing it to the crumbling
Brown and orange leaves on the tall trees lining the streets
Is this real?.. the slight chill in the air
The bright sunshine and the bounce in my step
Or is it my imagination of what the world should be like
Every day of my life
Only I am too busy most days, too realize the wonderful details
Of the small things in my life.